| strange dream |
[14 Jul 2007|10:50am] |
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ok so Athina and I were in this class together and we were walkng to class and she was talking to therse girls in spanish so we got to the class and sat down and it was a really hard class, then all the suddon the the principal walks in the class and asks us to come with him... so theres this guy from the U.S. Army whos says theres this Terrorist whos been killing off important people and for some strange reason we are on his list of people to kill. So Athina and I are like WTF were not important or anything so we have to live in the dome thing underwater... which looks really cool and we cant communicate with anyone... the fridge is packed with all the foods i really enjoy... and I notice some of Athina's favorite 2... yea while in the dome Athina and I decide to have some fun ::wink wink:... so I finally have permission to leave the Dome so I can do some kind of work for the Army... but Athina had to stay in the dome... so I actually end up having to walk home and I come across the Terrorist... who is wearing a mask... and Tyler is with him(my nextdoor neighbor who is 10). So the Terrorist goes inside this house and i'm talking to Tyler and i'm asking him why hes working with this guy and he says "you know you to are worth a lot of money and were going to kill you"... so somehow the Terrorist planted bombs on all the underwater Domes that were holding the important people and Tyler had the remote... so I grabbed the remote from him and smashed it into pieces... and I grab my stuff and start running... Tyler turns into this scary ass dog and starts running after me... so he catches up with me and I manage to hold his mouth shut and he turns back into a human... and hes trying to kill me with a knife... (this 10 year old kid is trying to kill me wtf) so I punched him in the head a couple of times and kicked him with my Steeltoe boots in the forehead and he feel to the ground... I run over to my stuff... look at it... then I turn and start walking to where the Terrorist was... the entire time I was thinking in my dream(which I normally dont do)i'm going to kill that mother fucker whos trying to kill the one I love... It didnt matter what happened to me, the only thing that mattered was I was gonna kill the guy who was trying to kill my Athina ... Thats when i work up...
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| Todays starting off great... |
[05 Jun 2007|01:46pm] |
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Athina and i had plans go go pick up her ring at the mall and to hang out today... but her little brother has to come along with us because no one is home to watch him... is this how its going to be all summer? cuz honestly thats not cool... cuz like everytime i hangout with them they always end up fighting the entire time... hes just sort of tagging along and i hate that...
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| WTF Mate |
[26 May 2007|03:20am] |
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Athina came over today and we watched acouple of movies and then some how we got into this argument and i felt like i wasnt important and all this bullshit and she got up and left... its like WTF so she didnt call or answer my calls... idk sometimes she just runs away from things she needs to face... cuz like today i didnt go to play paintball because i wanted to see her... and then she left... i didnt even do anything wrong and yet she always makes me out to be the bad guy... well maybe tomorrow will be a better day.
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| It wasnt easy |
[27 Mar 2007|08:16am] |
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Athina and I worked through the problem and managed to get back together... i do love her very much. well it took an entire day of apologizing and begging and she forgave me so everything is great now... somethings we said will never be forgotten but they will eventually fade... if that makes any sence to you... well i just wanted to say i really do love Athina... well i gotta go to work ttyl
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| Broken heart |
[24 Mar 2007|11:08pm] |
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Athina and I broke up tonight... she said i was holding her captive or something like that... all i know is that if we did work it out i would let her be herself... and hangout with her friends more often and everything like that... i mean i love her i want her to be happy... but im not going to call her if she really cares about me she will call me... and then i guess we can work it out... if she doesnt call me then i guess ill just have to find a way to get over this once again broken heart and move on... i will never stop loving Athina... a piece of my heart will be hers forever... but my life seems so shattered now... like everything is falling to hell... theres nothing i can do about it... im still gonna keep my nickname no matter what happens lol i do have a pig on my arm forever and everything like that but i guess in the end i wasnt as great of a boyfriend as i thought.... i tried to give her everything she could ever want and need but in the same time make myself happy... every night for the past year at 11:11pm i wished for one thing "I wish Athina and I could be happy together forever." i guess im just not good enough... wow that sounds really emo lol... but im a failure you know i dropped out of skool im going no where... why the fuck am i even alive you know, what kind of difference will i make? well im really tired of feeling sry for myself so im gonna go ill ttyl
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| Hospital... |
[10 Mar 2007|01:09pm] |
the other night Athina went to the ER she was having really really bad pains in her side and ya we were there all day long... i was happy to stand by her side till she got better... but ya they did an exam and now her mom knows we have been "sexual active" ya its kinda strange but ya its also kinda a good thing to because now were not really hiding anything and her mom is all for her getting birth control and stuff like that... so she she didnt feel good due to some kinda of infection in her Ovary so they gave her anti biotics and now she feels a lot better... so ya yesterday we hung out and went to the park and talked all about whats going to happen when she graduates and ya it doesnt seem good... some way we will figure out a way to stay together i know it... um ya so thats about it for the past few days... i guess ill ttyl
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| Mai Kai |
[11 Feb 2007|01:05am] |
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today was pretty cool i went out with Athina's family to this really kool resturant and had a great time because yesterday Athina turned 17 wootness lol so until April were only a year apart lol i got my hair cut in this funky way... i kinda like it but i think im going to get it fixed a little bit... its long ontop and short on the sides and back so i spike the shorter hair its kinda cool... but ya... i think im gonna go take a shower now... so ill ttyl
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| last night |
[08 Feb 2007|02:37pm] |
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last night Briana came over and we hung out like all night... we just sat around watched a few movies and talked... mainly about Elvis lol... how she still loves him and everything which kinda made me feel bad because Elvis is just using her, like he always does... but ya we talked and then at about 1 i walked her home... she probably going to stop by today as well to play some video games and just chill... all night long I couldnt help but think of how much I love Athina, i could tell Briana was getting annoyed cuz i was talkin about her so much lol well hey im gonna go ill ttyl
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| Mall Day |
[21 Jan 2007|09:58pm] |
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Today was pretty cool Athina and i went to the mall to do some shopping for our 1 year anniversary... i got her a charm for her phone, 3 shirts and a pair of sexy underwear lol i got some stuff to... i wish i would have gotten her some more stuff but she was being all weird about what she wanted... so ya for her birthday im gonna get her something, i have no idea what and then valentines day im gonna get her a couple things... but ya it was fun hangin out with her and just goofing around well ill ttyl
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| Piggy Shirt Co. |
[16 Jan 2007|12:10pm] |
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Athina and I decided to start a Bussiness with my shirts! its really cool cuz Athina and I can both make money from it and its a way to show my artistic skills to the world. the link is Http://www.Myspace.com/Piggyshirtco so go check it out!!!!
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| yesterday was pretty cool, what will today bring? |
[15 Jan 2007|10:54am] |
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so yesterday i worked then after work i went to the movies with, Maria(my sister), Oliver(my brother in law & Athina(the love of my life), it was pretty cool we watched Eragon, not a very good movie it was ok... but i just liked spending time with Athina, she had her head on my should 90% of the time and i enjoy that... so Athina and I are going to hangout today because i dont have to work... i have no idea what we plan on doing... but i guess when the time comes we will figure something out... alright well i guess im going to go ill ttyl
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| pretty cool |
[11 Jan 2007|09:41pm] |
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well i went to work then i came home did a little skateboarding, i can finally land a kick-flip, and hung out with Tyler and played some Gears of War (gow) and ya after that i came home watched some TV then got a call from Athina, i got to go to her place and play some Guitar Hero 2 with her little bro it was fun... she fell asleep though lol... so i picked her up and carried her over to her bed gave her a kiss and went home... tomorrow a few friends from work are comming over to lan GOW and ya its gonna be really fun, i cant wait!!! so ya... i guess ill ttyl
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| the Zoo |
[05 Jan 2007|06:37pm] |
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today we went to the zoo!!! it was tons of fun!!! and ya then we came home and Athina's mom went all crazy again and started to yell at her but hey maybe ill get to see her later (i hope) but if not then its cool... ill see her next weekend or something... well im gonna go ill ttyl
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| Athina's Home... |
[02 Jan 2007|12:14pm] |
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so ya Athina's home woot we got to hangout last night it was great getting to spend time with her... i missed her a lot but now shes home and im tryin to figure out something we can do today... which is a lot harder then i thought lol seeing how i dont get paid till tomorrow... and i happen to have $4.22 in the bank lol gosh im bad at saving money... well idk what else to say so ill ttyl
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| 1 thing |
[28 Dec 2006|10:21pm] |
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there is only one thing in this world i am 100% sure of and that is i love you and i need you to be happy... i know were fighting but Happy Anniversary
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| gone... |
[23 Dec 2006|09:24am] |
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Athina's gone /tear... 10 Days till i get to see her again... this sux... oh well its almost time to get ready for work ill ttyl
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| bad day |
[22 Dec 2006|06:44pm] |
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today was my only day off and Athina leaves tomorrow... well today started off by Athina's ring missing a diamond and then watching a horribal movie, pain, waiting till the last min to take pics with Santa and it being fucking closed so im not gonna get to have a picture to remember our first x mas together, not that were really going to spend it together cuz shes leaving (i wish she wasnt) and im going to be here all freaking alone bored as fuck and just blah so my last day with Athina isnt a very happy one... well shes going to stop by later (i hope) maybe we will have a better time then... alright well ill edit this post after she comes back over... ill ttyl
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| The Party |
[17 Dec 2006|11:15pm] |
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today was cool! i played the Wii allllllll day lol my shoulder hurts from playing Wii Sports... and ya i got to open my gifts from Athina's Family... they gavem $75 in gift cards , a Nightmare Before Christmas Shirt, Checkerboard Vans!!! a poster & a CD that Athina made for me os ya it was a lot of fun just hangin out with Athina and Alex... and the nAthina came over to my place for alittle over an hour... Athina's fam opened my gifts to them, they all really enjoyed them... but Athina doesnt get her ring till friday and ya i get paid wednesday!!! woot! oh ya i better go to bed i gotta
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[17 Dec 2006|12:18am] |
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The Sleeping - Don't Hold Back |
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i worked most of the day today which was cool... they are making us wear these dumb elf hats at work though lol and ya i worked the register all day which was kinda cool and i made about $56 for workin which is always good and ya tomorrow i get to go to Athina party and open gifts and stuff which will be fun... im excited and ya i went and read Athina's LJ and she was all depressed because she had read all my old entry back when i thought i was in love with a girl and it was no more then lust... i got those 2 mixed up a lot in the past and she was all like oh maybe were not ment to be and shit like that which kinda pissed me off cuz we have been together for a pretty damn long time and if she is still having doubts then maybe she will never accept the fact that i really do love her and my past mistakes are the past... she also thinks a lot about how she looks nothing like the other girls ive dated but i like that, i like her curly and kinky hair and i love her brown eyes and everything about her... and its not only her looks i like i love the person she is... not the fake person she put on infront of other people but the real her that comes out when its just her and i alone... well maybe one day it will sink in and she will realize that i love her and maybe it wont i figured the ring her finger would kill all the doubt but it still haunts us both... maybe it will always.. who knows... oh well im going to fo rock out to The Sleeping ill ttyl
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| much better |
[15 Dec 2006|11:40pm] |
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i got to see Athina! i didnt think i was going to so it made me happy cuz tomorrow im working late and shes going to a concert so yea im not gonna get to see her and ya.... we cuddled and kissed(and had a little fun) and we just had a good time together.... yea so i have off Sunday for the party, im excited!!! and then i dont have off again until the 22nd which is the day Athina leaves for NYC so im going to spend that whole night with her cuz im not gonna see her for a week + 1/2 so yea im really going to miss her but she will be back in no time so im going to go watch The Warriors and passout ill ttyl
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